do you see your steps?
or do you need me as guide?
is the moon enough?
or do you need a street lamp?
I asked her all this.
No need to worry
The dark may eat my vision
Still I will be fine
I can close my eyes with you
She told me all this.
We walked with the moon
Shined with all of the street lights
We crawled all over
We promised not to let go
No one did, until morning
I dreamed about you
out of nowhere, out of blue
my eyes stuck with you
my heart screaming something true
“move! before it is all due!”
you were waiting then
beautiful even when blank
what is on your mind?
I know that this is not real
unlike what I really feel
I know this will end
but I can’t help but wonder
do you see this too?
do you dream about me too?
what does this mean for us two?
“is this the only place for us?”
“a world where we can go on, a world where we can’t hold on.”
What is on your mind?
Is there something you want to find?
Is the mirror not enough for you?
Why can’t you see what’s within you?
Where will our memories go?
What will be our tomorrow?
How could I possibly know?
Can we just stay and say no?
like a cloudy sky in a starry night
you chose to hide all the stars
just for you
What do you want me to do?
Let you take me in too?
I wonder what peace is
Is it the sight of you?
being with you?
Or is peace being without you?
but maybe
this time around it is done.
no breath, no silhouette, none.
where are you under this sun?
will you forever be gone?
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I do not know where to go
Paint me like Vincent Van Gogh
Bring me back in time for show
Let the colours in me flow
Tell me what you and I know
That even how hard the snow
None of us will ever go
Tell me this lie, let me know
Poetic as this may be
Like our questions and maybe
Maybe I just cannot see
I just need you close to me
Maybe all I know are lies
Focused too much on fireflies
Instead of where my heart lies
I just need you in my eyes
rowing towards your fragrance
no matter how small the chance
I’ll let the stars make me dance
just to catch even a glance
every time I look at you
I see the rainbows in blue
there lies what I know is true
that all I can see is you
the wind blew us all the way
where we are so far away
Still, I close my eyes and pray
that we’ll have another day
I know how tough our life is
I know how fast the time is
I know how short the night is
that’s why we live it like this
waiting for the sun to rise
as I look into your eyes
condensing, traces of byes
please stay even when it flies
this is all we’ll ever get
no matter who wins the bet
my lost is already set
the ground will slowly be wet
why can’t the stars simply stay?
why can’t the moon be at bay?
is there any other way?
what do you want me to say?
I wasn’t waiting for it
not even a single bit
but destiny’s still a hit
another cigar to lit
why don’t we just stay right here?
why don’t we just stay this near?
why don’t we just stay with fear,
and have a coffee to stir?
can we just stop the sunrise?
can we just skip the goodbyes?
can we just look at our eyes?
please stay, before this chance dies.
search for something within you
the pillars above the blue
which is false, which one is true?
let the heavens take us through
I wish for the waves to take me
I wish for the waves to bring me back to the shore
I wish I wouldn’t drown quickly
I wish to go back to the way it was before
I hope the stars would carry me
I hope the stars would eventually fall
I hope the stars can shine endlessly
I hope the stars will answer every call
I pray that you will find me
I pray that I will wait for you
I pray that you will remain happy
And I pray that I am the one to fill that shoe
If only we could
stay here for a little while
lay your head on me
no words needed to be said
just us, under the night sky
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