ANNIHILATION

are you in the dark
searching for a guiding light,
searching for something?

what are you wishing
in a night without the stars,
in a night mirrored by scars?

what is inside you?
do you wish to let it go?
is even true?

what are the questions
that lives deep within your mind?
what lives in your heart?

once this light bring you
somewhere you never asked for,
where will your life go?

when you can’t fall asleep, where do you go?

i can’t take my mind of
things that I can barely hold
if only I can get hold of
something warm in this cold

i can’t keep my eyes closed
no matter how tired I am
until another day arose
still wondering who I am

or who I will be
with all these insecurities
thoughts that I can barely
hold on to, for me to describe
let go, for me to understand

but soon it will end
with this message, I send
for those who are like me
I hope you know that soon it will be

a much brighter night than tonight

I just that one day
when you cannot fall asleep
You’ll look at this day
and realize that every weep
is all wort it.

The end

stay and hold my hand

and let us never let go

feel every life strand

like there is no tomorrow

like there’s no time to borrow

yesterday haunts us

but now that I have you here

I’m sure that we will

be fine with eyes of river

no end of the f****** world

I’m holding it here

I may have lost it before

I will not lose it again

the world managed to hear me

when I said that I love you

even when you are not beside me

The Universe within You

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days filled with joy

full of wonder

whenever I’m with you

but there were days
full of storms from Jupiter

even when I’m with you

Constellations can’t even
figure what is wrong

No sight of heaven
as days like this gets longer
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days as dark as the nights
without the mooooonn
days as long as our fights

can we just end it soooonn

what does your stars
tell you to do?
how many more scars

should we go through?

tell me to go home
and I’ll follow you
for I am home

whenever I’m with you

soon, meteors will shower
worlds that we don’t even know
but hey, as long as we’re together
I know we can make it through —
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days as dark as the nights
without the mooooonn
days will soon be as bright

as the sun during noooonn

I hope the universe conspires for us two
I hope that we can make it through
I hope that you feel joy that is true
I hope that I’ll be in the galaxy within you

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Journey

The journey is long
The scars stayed like a tattoo
in this world of blue

I have slayed them all
Lost a number of pieces
to know what piece is

A mountain to climb
No food, no shelter, no life
Just me and my sword

I journeyed to the unknown
and there I saw how I’ve grown
to be someone I have known
someone that was never shown

And now that I see
A world above this blue sea
I don’t know a thing
Just this sun that is setting
And all of my past crumbling

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